Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Losing Control

I don't understand.

This is the trip that I have been looking forward to. Why do I have to fall sick the moment I landed in Singapore?

It started with throat infection which aggravated into high fever. It's 4 consecutive days of fever already. Do you know how terrible it feels? Do you understand how upsetting this is? And the fever just cannot go away because I am still having jet lag and I cannot sleep at night at all. In the past I was seldom bothered by the problem of jet lag. Why is it happening now?

God, pls have mercy on me. I am weak. I am tired. I am upset. I am very sick. and I want to cry...

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