Hai.. 2 of my team members argued over some work matters today and both were unwilling to take on a piece of work. I feel so vexed. Why is it like that le? I can sense the bitterness in both of them. I want to think of a fair way to deal with this issue. But I feel so helpless and inadequate.
God, please continue to guide me through this tough time. Give me courage and wisdom to handle this please.
Monday, October 29, 2007
Saturday, October 20, 2007
What more could I ask for...
This week has been a challenging one. Going back to IRAS after having been away for 4 years is definitely not easy. New people. New systems. New duties. My new appointment and new job scope means new difficulties and challenges. But this is my choice and indeed, I choose to open myself to these challenges because I want to grow in these areas. I know the trainings are going to be tough but I will be brave coz I know God is with me...
Things weren't going very smoothly though. I still have not gotten my phone line, my internet email and my access rights for the HR systems... and I also encounter problems with my staff...
In fact, I was very discouraged on Fri, when one of my staff kicked up a fuss over some small matters. I felt wronged, angry, upset at the same time. And guess what, at the very moment when I feel discouraged, God sent a timely assurance and encouragement.
I received a phone call from LSE informing me that I have done very well in my exams and have been awarded the Herbert Smith prize (awarded to the student with the best performance overall for the course MSc Law and Accounting)! I could not believe my ears!
I mean, there I was, feeling defeated and depressed and God sent a message telling me that He grace has never left me. He grace is always sufficient for me. And even though things are not easy now, He will carry me through. Coz He has ALWAYS been showering me with grace and love!
And I just could not thank God enough! The past 1 year has been the most rewarding and fruitful time of my life. I have resolved from the beginning that I will make the 1 year meaningful. Indeed, I have no regrets. As I wrote on this blog before, although I played alot (heehee.. need to take the opportunity to travel and see the world mah!), I tried my best to fulfil my responsibility as a student. At the same time, I made use of the opportunity to spend more time with my dad during the holidays and also grow in my walk with God. And God, being faithful as He is, honoured my work. Oh! What more can I ask for...
I am really really touched by how much God loves me. And I thank Him for putting people in my life who have always supported me and encouraged me. He has given me so much. What can I do for Him?
Things weren't going very smoothly though. I still have not gotten my phone line, my internet email and my access rights for the HR systems... and I also encounter problems with my staff...
In fact, I was very discouraged on Fri, when one of my staff kicked up a fuss over some small matters. I felt wronged, angry, upset at the same time. And guess what, at the very moment when I feel discouraged, God sent a timely assurance and encouragement.
I received a phone call from LSE informing me that I have done very well in my exams and have been awarded the Herbert Smith prize (awarded to the student with the best performance overall for the course MSc Law and Accounting)! I could not believe my ears!
I mean, there I was, feeling defeated and depressed and God sent a message telling me that He grace has never left me. He grace is always sufficient for me. And even though things are not easy now, He will carry me through. Coz He has ALWAYS been showering me with grace and love!
And I just could not thank God enough! The past 1 year has been the most rewarding and fruitful time of my life. I have resolved from the beginning that I will make the 1 year meaningful. Indeed, I have no regrets. As I wrote on this blog before, although I played alot (heehee.. need to take the opportunity to travel and see the world mah!), I tried my best to fulfil my responsibility as a student. At the same time, I made use of the opportunity to spend more time with my dad during the holidays and also grow in my walk with God. And God, being faithful as He is, honoured my work. Oh! What more can I ask for...
I am really really touched by how much God loves me. And I thank Him for putting people in my life who have always supported me and encouraged me. He has given me so much. What can I do for Him?
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
Back.
I am back. Finally. :)
Actually, it doesn't really feel like I am home. Although it's been 16 years and although I like Singapore, I still cannot say I feel entirely at home here. I guess, home is where your family/loved ones are... and for the time being, we are still in 3 places - Hong Kong, Singapore and Scotland.
Coming back to Singapore means coming back to an empty house.. at least until Dec when Gordon is back. And this makes me feel a bit lonely.
Nonetheless, there are still things to look forward to. :) I am glad to be with my friends again. I can't wait to see my students again. And I am eager to start work as an acting manager at Corporate Tax division. There are new people to meet, new things to learn and most importantly, new experiences with God. I know, He will be with me.
Actually, it doesn't really feel like I am home. Although it's been 16 years and although I like Singapore, I still cannot say I feel entirely at home here. I guess, home is where your family/loved ones are... and for the time being, we are still in 3 places - Hong Kong, Singapore and Scotland.
Coming back to Singapore means coming back to an empty house.. at least until Dec when Gordon is back. And this makes me feel a bit lonely.
Nonetheless, there are still things to look forward to. :) I am glad to be with my friends again. I can't wait to see my students again. And I am eager to start work as an acting manager at Corporate Tax division. There are new people to meet, new things to learn and most importantly, new experiences with God. I know, He will be with me.
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